Let's just say...

It's more than a month already and I still have those coughs and flu and whatever.

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Arsenal bagged a superb 6-2 win over Blackburn yesterday Dec. 23, 2006 at the Emirates Stadium. Arsenal now stayed steady among the top 4.

AC Milan got a great 3-0 win over Udinese which slipped from 5th to 6th place in the Serie A table. Milan has now jumped to 12th place.

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I'm confused....Anyway,

JOYEUX NOEL!

I'm trying new things...

I used different styles in my sigs recently. They turned out quite great as well. Hihihi :)

It's almost a month (or is it a month already?) Since I have this cold/flu, whatever. I'm coping with it anyway. I mean, jogging around the other day then I'll stop just to cough? What the...? :P

I'll be making a banner for a site as well, will start working on it sooner or later...Hihihi...!!!

I feel quite happy today...

Currently Listening to: Orange and Lemons - Caught In A Line [1:09]

what a day

Tuesday night's Carling Cup Quarter Final between Liverpool and Arsenal at Anfield was called off due to heavy fog.

Referee Martin Atkinson decided to postpone the game at 6.45pm after a second pitch inspection found conditions unsuitable for play.

The match had been in doubt from late-afternoon with Anfield shrouded in a thick mist, but hopes were raised when Atkinson undertook his first inspection at 6.15pm.

However by the time a second pitch inspection took place half an hour later conditions had worsened and Atkinson, concerned about visibility for both officials and players, decided the situation was unlikely to improve and postponed the match.

Arsène Wenger said: "We are very disappointed. In our opinion it was playable."

There is no news yet on when the rearranged game will be played.

Source

Well, it really is disappointing...

Also, There was no electricity, from 9am up to 6pm. Subsequently, there was no water around 12pm.

So, I did some jogging during the afternoon, some practice dribbling and shooting and passing...That really was exhausting, with the downhill and uphill portions of the roads over here...

Joyeux Noel!

Currently Listening to: The Smiths - Pretty Girls Make Graves [1:29]

how come

I feel nostalgic these days, listening to the Smiths, Naked Eyes, the Cure, Modern English...hihihi

I'm looking forward to the Carling Cup clash between Arsenal and Liverpool. Hopefully we come away with the win.

Well, that's all really. I choose to stay here at home so far this Christmas break.

I feel lazy trying to reflect on the situation of the country nowadays, or my thoughts about this year...

Joyeux Noel, everyone!

Currently Listening to: Modern English - I'll Stop the World and Melt With You [0:35]

Cuz I'm your...

Well, Christmas break is officially here.

After the exams yesterday, went to Galleria, caught sight of some friends and went around first, then played PS2 (Tekken 5) at courtside. I left after a few minutes, went to the Dept. Store, found my sister, her husband and their son, went with them to Toys R Us, then I ate lunch with my mother at BK (they ate at Kenny Rogers), then proceeded to play an hour of FIFA 07 in the PS2 at courtside. I love it. Can't wait to get the PC version...

Then, this morning was the christmas party. It turned out to be more than a christmas party. I don't want to divulge the details, but I assure you, it is unforgettable. :)

Then went to Galleria with some classmates, went with them to Skybowl, then proceeded to play FIFA 07 for the second time in two days at Courtside. :)

Then went home, played games, posted in some forums, read some threads, watched some videos in youtube...

Here's the video for Greyhoundz' "Your Puppet and Clown"

nearing the end...

The first day of the 3rd quarter exams just ended, and it'll be a few days more before vacation starts.

This is supposed to just "update" my blog, but I'll put in more things as I go along...

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Arsenal drew 1-1 with Chelsea. The result was decent enough, although of course a win would've been better.

AC Milan and Torino had a goalless draw. Not a result I was hoping for.

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I tried a new, simple style in doing sigs, look:










Hihihi...!

Well, I'm supposed to study for CL and Science, so I'll start doing so, perhaps for a couple of minutes, then do something else (another sig, or a wallpaper, photo manip, or play a PC game...)

Haven't made a wishlist yet.

Oh well, that's life. No comment. :P

Here's a video of one of my all-time favorites, "Monica" by Ciudad:

Are you watching, Tottenham? Are you watching?

Well, we have finally stopped our losing skid with a 3-0 win over Tottenscum.

I'm so happy...! Hopefully AC Milan wins over Cagliari as well...hihihihihihi...!

Spent some time with her last night, and before that went to the dentist. Oh well, tightened the rubber around each of my teeth with a new set of rubber, and it's pink. :P
I'm supposed to wear some latex rubber on my lower left canine and the tooth beside it (to the left), and stretching all the way to my upper right canine and the tooth to the right. It doesn't hurt, and it will help me get a proper bite. :P

Can't wait to get FIFA 07, Battlefield 2, Neverwinter Nights 2 on the PC. Can't wait to get that new futsal shoes, that PS3... hihihi...!!!


Currently Listening to: Urbandub - Under Crisis [1:41]

Frustrate

Arsenal lost 3-1 to f******* Bolton. I'm pretty f***** up.

At least Milan won over Messina 1-0, with a Paolo Maldini header.

That's all.

RAWR!

here we are

For more than two months, I have not been able to play DoTA. Now, I've been able to, along with some friends. Won the first game, but narrowly lost the second. I had a good game overall. :)

Since four of us live in Antipolo, although I didn't go directly to the city proper since I will go the Robinsons Metroeast first, us four rode on the same fx. :D

Ate dinner at Popeye's Metroeast, went home, and was told that I cannot go to the AA fair (and be with her) tomorrow because of a seminar I must attend (and I will be talking here as well (:/) ) here in our subdivision for my community service (instead of CAT). The seminar will be about waste segregation.

This was quite a week as well, long tests here and there. I'm quite confident that I won't get very high scores in them...at least I have confidence. *start sarcasm* "Hahaha." *end sarcasm*


Mme. Nagi: I know you'll be going to China soon enough, but hopefully you will live a better life more than I do.

Mme. Nicole: I will be quite happy even with just being able to talk to you, albeit not the personal way, but through the internet.

Mme. Jorella: You are a good person, may you, and your love overcome the obstacles in your lives.

50/50

Watched Casino Royale with my girlfriend last night. :)

Watched Arsenal v. Newcastle from 11:00 pm to 1:00 am. But it was only a 1-1 draw! :mad:

AC Milan drew with Empoli as well, 0-0. At least the Philippines won 1-0 thanks to an 81st minute penalty by captain Aly Borromeo.

EDIT [2:00 pm]: Dallas won over Memphis 89-84. Pacquiao wins over Morales.

EDIT [6:24 pm]: I miss DoTA. :P

Currently Listening to: Coheed and Cambria - Blood Red Summer [2:11]

side effect

Well, we talked. Me and my girlfriend. I told her about my feelings for another girl. I told her about my doubts. Then after the things that happened, I'm now certain that I will stay.

"I'll stay, please stay..."

Just a short post. I don't want to disclose too much :P

the aftermath

It was PTC. We got my report card. My Academic Probation was lifted. Still Third Honors. But now top 4 in the class, previously #2. Some of my grades went down, some went up.

We went to Glorietta after that. A Cheer Dance Competition among Makati schools were being held. I saw a futsal shoes I wanted. Will buy it in December.

My head still hurts.

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Now I'll be very honest now. You don't deserve me, to have me as your boyfriend. I'm just too poor a person. I'm useless. And look, I'm now doubting my own feelings for you now... I don't know, but perhaps it's because of something else...

Currently Listening to: Plane Divides the Sky - Waves Calling to Embrace [2:46]

reflection

Well, there's just too much going on in my life. Actually, I'm putting too much on myself. It's just that after 6 months, I don't think I deserve that 6 months. What I mean is that I'm pretty sure someone intelligent, athletic, good-looking and rich would certainly be much, much, much better than me. I feel that I don't deserve being hers. Who am I anyway? A mere PSHS kick-out, a lazy student, usually lacking in requirements, not good in football, in basketball, in table tennis, CERTAINLY not good-looking, and certainly not rich...

*sigh*

Well, I can't have everything in life, but even though it's been 6 months, it's just now that I realized I'm not the one she deserves to love. And I should not love anybody else. Trying to be that honorable, subservient knight I am to the fairer sex has brought more evil than goodness to me...

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Arsenal won 3-0 against Liverpool last Sunday(Monday here). My head hurts.


Currently Listening to: Greyhoundz - Hole [1:23]

there. I got to post once more.

It's sunday.

Watched the GTF's El Filibusterismo yesterday. And had our reach-out/retreat the 2 days before that, Thursday and Friday.

Arsenal won 1-0 to Everton in the Carling Cup. Arsenal will play another Merseyside club, Liverpool, this midnight (GMT+8) in the Premiership. The KO is 4:00pm (GMT).

I barely have time to make some graphics. I already have pending requests.

I'm in a crossroad of my life. Let's just see where I get to go....

This is not me...

Ok... This is not Raphael Sorel... This is Lethal Berry who is currently hacking his account (joke!) Hehehe....

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"The game a while ago against 4E was cancelled because of *(&(^#?@}{@@(*$&) rain..." [Awww... How sad... :'(]

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I don't know why am I asked to post here but maybe because I wanted him to change his previous post... It's uphauling for me >_> I'm sick today... Uhmmm, he scolded me for not drinking water after I drank a soda yesterday... Sorry about that... >_<

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He went to my house last Saturday... Wahehe... I'm glad that he came... ^_^
(Errr... I'm sorry about David's actions... ^^;)

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Hmmm, I gave him a panda last Saturday... Ahehe... ;) I do hope he takes good care of that... =^_^=

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~ja! LethalBerry signing out~

no one cares

No one really cares, right? Especially when you're an ugly, stupid, useless nonsuch like me...

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We won against A last Wednesday, 1-0. Our next game will be next week against E...

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I got some rashes after the game...they itch. <_<

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Since she can't(or she won't) answer my questions (or chose to ignore them), I can't start working on her wallpaper.


Is being of service not a good thing?

yay.

Arsenal won against Man Utd at Old Trafford, 1-0, thanks to Sheyi Emmanuel Adebayor's 86th minute-goal! w00t!!!! GO GO GOONERS!!!!!

"The Arsenal, the Arsenal, I'm proud to say the name! And as I keep on shouting it, we're gonna win the game!"

"There's only one Adebayor, one Adebayor!"

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Also, we won 4-1 against Section B in the Intrams soccer games, bracket 1. I played well enough, but nothing great... (:|)

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And because I'm very much delighted, I took my time to talk to Alexis... ;)

And with permission from Mme. Nagi, I took some(well, most) of her pictures from her multiply and will start on making a wallpaper for her...

But I'm too lazy to do the music homework...hihihihi

Au revoir!

round table

Listening to Round Table's "Let Me Be With You" which is Chobit's intro song as well... :P

Seniors sportsfest was yesterday. Unfortunately no football games were played, so we players organized an "full"(11-a-side) game, with me in my favored position, LM. It turned out to be Bracket 1 vs. Bracket 2, with the bulk of our side from B (5 of them I think), 3 from our section (D), one from A, one from G and one from E. Their side is mostly composed of C, I and J.

We drew 1-1, with Munoz's attempts cutting it. They had 3 shots on target, though only one counted (the other 2 "hit" the crossbar or the woodwork). Overall, it was a good game.

I don't want to elaborate further about the other things that happened...We didn't qualify in the other sports except Chess. Anyway, there's football to look forward to...hihihi

My football jersey(it's a thumb, click on it!):

*sigh*

I'm a big failure. I'm useless. I'm insignificant. I'm an idiot. I'm stupid. I'm misunderstood. I don't know anything. I'm a PSHS drop out. I'm a nuisance. I'm nobody. I'm sad. I'm lonely. I don't feel well. I'm hurt. I'm nothing. I'm here...

It hurts. Especially when that's how a friend speaks to you. Especially when you were trying your best to be sincere, trying your best to be of service...*sigh*

But this is how the world is. Harsh. The beautiful things in it are few and far between. I can only hope. BUT:

"Hope is the denial of reality."

Oh well...

"It is a good day to die..." - Protoss Corsair, StarCraft

One of the many things said by units in StarCraft that I like...

Deleted my old blog...this is a new blog but same URL.

Well...It's the start of another quarter in my first year in LSGH-HS, my senior year. Likeable friends, a seatmate that's usually asleep, discussing PREVIOUS lessons in PSHS as NEW lessons...*sigh*

My transfer does have consolations, though. Passing THREE straight long tests in Math, which was impossible since my 2nd year, became a reality. Hihihi...

And Mme. Alexis will be making for me a new layout, so sooner or later my blog will have a different look...

Also, I finally saw Mme. Nicole online. I will not try contacting her though, BUT she did not explicitly order me not to. Another person did. Although as a mere servant, I will comply. I do admit, however, that I have my faults, and I might disobey a command or two sometimes...hihihi