*sigh*

I'm a big failure. I'm useless. I'm insignificant. I'm an idiot. I'm stupid. I'm misunderstood. I don't know anything. I'm a PSHS drop out. I'm a nuisance. I'm nobody. I'm sad. I'm lonely. I don't feel well. I'm hurt. I'm nothing. I'm here...

It hurts. Especially when that's how a friend speaks to you. Especially when you were trying your best to be sincere, trying your best to be of service...*sigh*

But this is how the world is. Harsh. The beautiful things in it are few and far between. I can only hope. BUT:

"Hope is the denial of reality."