*sigh*

I'm a big failure. I'm useless. I'm insignificant. I'm an idiot. I'm stupid. I'm misunderstood. I don't know anything. I'm a PSHS drop out. I'm a nuisance. I'm nobody. I'm sad. I'm lonely. I don't feel well. I'm hurt. I'm nothing. I'm here...

It hurts. Especially when that's how a friend speaks to you. Especially when you were trying your best to be sincere, trying your best to be of service...*sigh*

But this is how the world is. Harsh. The beautiful things in it are few and far between. I can only hope. BUT:

"Hope is the denial of reality."

Oh well...

"It is a good day to die..." - Protoss Corsair, StarCraft

One of the many things said by units in StarCraft that I like...

Deleted my old blog...this is a new blog but same URL.

Well...It's the start of another quarter in my first year in LSGH-HS, my senior year. Likeable friends, a seatmate that's usually asleep, discussing PREVIOUS lessons in PSHS as NEW lessons...*sigh*

My transfer does have consolations, though. Passing THREE straight long tests in Math, which was impossible since my 2nd year, became a reality. Hihihi...

And Mme. Alexis will be making for me a new layout, so sooner or later my blog will have a different look...

Also, I finally saw Mme. Nicole online. I will not try contacting her though, BUT she did not explicitly order me not to. Another person did. Although as a mere servant, I will comply. I do admit, however, that I have my faults, and I might disobey a command or two sometimes...hihihi