Frustrate

Arsenal lost 3-1 to f******* Bolton. I'm pretty f***** up.

At least Milan won over Messina 1-0, with a Paolo Maldini header.

That's all.

RAWR!

here we are

For more than two months, I have not been able to play DoTA. Now, I've been able to, along with some friends. Won the first game, but narrowly lost the second. I had a good game overall. :)

Since four of us live in Antipolo, although I didn't go directly to the city proper since I will go the Robinsons Metroeast first, us four rode on the same fx. :D

Ate dinner at Popeye's Metroeast, went home, and was told that I cannot go to the AA fair (and be with her) tomorrow because of a seminar I must attend (and I will be talking here as well (:/) ) here in our subdivision for my community service (instead of CAT). The seminar will be about waste segregation.

This was quite a week as well, long tests here and there. I'm quite confident that I won't get very high scores in them...at least I have confidence. *start sarcasm* "Hahaha." *end sarcasm*


Mme. Nagi: I know you'll be going to China soon enough, but hopefully you will live a better life more than I do.

Mme. Nicole: I will be quite happy even with just being able to talk to you, albeit not the personal way, but through the internet.

Mme. Jorella: You are a good person, may you, and your love overcome the obstacles in your lives.

50/50

Watched Casino Royale with my girlfriend last night. :)

Watched Arsenal v. Newcastle from 11:00 pm to 1:00 am. But it was only a 1-1 draw! :mad:

AC Milan drew with Empoli as well, 0-0. At least the Philippines won 1-0 thanks to an 81st minute penalty by captain Aly Borromeo.

EDIT [2:00 pm]: Dallas won over Memphis 89-84. Pacquiao wins over Morales.

EDIT [6:24 pm]: I miss DoTA. :P

Currently Listening to: Coheed and Cambria - Blood Red Summer [2:11]

side effect

Well, we talked. Me and my girlfriend. I told her about my feelings for another girl. I told her about my doubts. Then after the things that happened, I'm now certain that I will stay.

"I'll stay, please stay..."

Just a short post. I don't want to disclose too much :P

the aftermath

It was PTC. We got my report card. My Academic Probation was lifted. Still Third Honors. But now top 4 in the class, previously #2. Some of my grades went down, some went up.

We went to Glorietta after that. A Cheer Dance Competition among Makati schools were being held. I saw a futsal shoes I wanted. Will buy it in December.

My head still hurts.

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Now I'll be very honest now. You don't deserve me, to have me as your boyfriend. I'm just too poor a person. I'm useless. And look, I'm now doubting my own feelings for you now... I don't know, but perhaps it's because of something else...

Currently Listening to: Plane Divides the Sky - Waves Calling to Embrace [2:46]

reflection

Well, there's just too much going on in my life. Actually, I'm putting too much on myself. It's just that after 6 months, I don't think I deserve that 6 months. What I mean is that I'm pretty sure someone intelligent, athletic, good-looking and rich would certainly be much, much, much better than me. I feel that I don't deserve being hers. Who am I anyway? A mere PSHS kick-out, a lazy student, usually lacking in requirements, not good in football, in basketball, in table tennis, CERTAINLY not good-looking, and certainly not rich...

*sigh*

Well, I can't have everything in life, but even though it's been 6 months, it's just now that I realized I'm not the one she deserves to love. And I should not love anybody else. Trying to be that honorable, subservient knight I am to the fairer sex has brought more evil than goodness to me...

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Arsenal won 3-0 against Liverpool last Sunday(Monday here). My head hurts.


Currently Listening to: Greyhoundz - Hole [1:23]

there. I got to post once more.

It's sunday.

Watched the GTF's El Filibusterismo yesterday. And had our reach-out/retreat the 2 days before that, Thursday and Friday.

Arsenal won 1-0 to Everton in the Carling Cup. Arsenal will play another Merseyside club, Liverpool, this midnight (GMT+8) in the Premiership. The KO is 4:00pm (GMT).

I barely have time to make some graphics. I already have pending requests.

I'm in a crossroad of my life. Let's just see where I get to go....